I feel pretty good about this plan.
We will try this in my next cycle, so sometime in July. We are taking a break in this current cycle unless we have a change of heart during my fertile window. Who knows? The idea is to not stress about it this month. My husband is busy and stressed with work and I work myself up as I approach ovulation. We will see if we can actually be stress-free about it this month.
Our plan without medication... I am both relieved and concerned about it all at the same time. I DO like the idea of a medicated cycle in order to produce multiple eggs and multiple targets for the sperm. I do NOT like the idea of a medicated cycle simply because of the emotional turmoil I frequently find myself in. Those dreaded side effects really do hit me like a ton of bricks.
While this new IUI plan sounds great on paper, life does have a way of getting in the way of well-laid plans. My husband is a busy guy. Fingers crossed our IUI is 'convenient' for his schedule.... Look at me! I'm stressing about it already and it is 5 weeks away! I just can't stop myself from worrying.
Rainbow: We have a good plan in place.
Rainshower: It stinks that I stiilcan't relax on our 'break'. I'm just built to worry and overthink and doubt and self sabotage. I sound like such a mess.
When I say "I'm okay,"
I want someone
to look me in the eyes,
Hug me tight,
You are not"